Feeling sick, sick, sick…

Very, very sorry for the absolutely horrendous blogging from my side! All I can say is that I have had 2-3 very hectic months, the trainee programme has not given us a “soft” start at all. I have lectures from 10am to 5pm every weekday and assignments to do in between. Not to mention that it takes me an hour to get in to uni every day. We started a couple of placements as well and last week we observed an infant that was 2.5weeks old! Will observe him an hour a month until he turns 1. Am very happy about this as it will be amazing to see the development of a little human being! This week we had a placement at a nursery, another interesting set of observations… I can only say that I am happy not to be working at a nursery, hehe. They were very cute, but definitely not my cup of tea.

Other than that I have managed to settle in in Plymouth quite well, I have sorted out my room to an acceptable standard and am almost completely finished with it. Pictures will come up when I’m all done :) I also joined in in my first ‘parkrun’! It was great to come out early on a Saturday morning and run 5K with about 100 people! Was looking forward to running it again this week, but have a very, very sore throat today and will have to see how I feel on Saturday. Hoping it will go away as soon as possible as I hate feeling ill…

Thought that I can finish off with goals for this month, and evaluate the goals that I set last time (which was in June!! Shame on me).

My June goals were:

  • Save money! Our up and coming move out of London requires it… We managed to save quite a lot in June, but then obviously spent it on moving and on our holiday.
  • Exercise outside and enjoy the weather at the same time! I managed to exercise a great deal and got to use Rob’s mum’s treadmill which was quite nice. Walked a lot as well and exercised outside with the kids at work. June was a great month for exercise.
  • Blog more often and come up with fun and interesting things to write about my exercise. Maybe it will make my own exercise more interesting? As I have been very bad at blogging this did not happen… Sorry guys… But I can try again ;)
  • Keep my carb intake lower than I have in the past. This worked really well until I started uni again… Need to try again!

October goals:

  • Save money and decrease my overdraft. Hopefully my old laptop will sell for a bit of money (it’s on eBay at the moment) and it will take the cost of the new one (I got student discount as well).
  • Keep healthy and exercise! Think I will join the circuits training with a couple of my course mates :)
  • Blog more about this incredible journey I am making!
  • Look over my carb intake again!

New name, new life.

So, as you can see the name of the blog has changed to accommodate for the big change in my life. I can’t quite believe that I am now a Trainee Educational Psychologist, or almost at least. Official start date is 15th of September. I am very excited but at the same time, very very scared. Until then I am trying to make myself at home in Devon (Living without the love of my life is killing me a little, more about that in a different post). I’ve also got a whole heap of pre-course assignments to sort out. I’ve finished one, almost finished another (just need to shorten it a few rows) and yesterday I finished two thirds of another assignment. Quite a few of the assignments are to do with interviewing people and I have one interview booked in, but can’t seem to get any other people to agree to an interview… Will just have to keep trying.

But today is a Saturday so I can’t contact anyone really, but my goal for today is to finish the two almost finished assignments and then go on to another one and finish that one too. I am also planning on taking a little bit of time out and painting a tree onto my wall :) Will also have to tidy up my room a little bit :)

Have a good Saturday people!

I’m back.

So I’ve been away for a while. What I’ve been up to you ask? Well to start with there was so much to do at work and as we had to move out to Rob’s mum’s house which is very far away from my work it was almost impossible to get time to update this space. Then work finished and I went home, packed and the next day we were off on to a holiday in Spain. The holiday was amazing, such great fun with great friends.

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It was just absolutely amazing and I feel so refreshed and ready for what this autumn has to offer :)

Speaking of this autumn though, I am worried about one thing… Remember when I wrote in my last post that I was looking forward to having my own car and driving around rural Devon, etc… Well, I got a car! It’s a Citroën C3 convertible and I call it C3Po (other StarWars lovers out there will know who/what C3p0 is) and here it is;

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My worry is however that I’m not very confident… I make silly mistakes when I’m driving it and it all just drives me a little mad… and less confident… Anyone with a similar experience that got over that? How did you become more confident? The worst thing is that it seems to get worse when I’ve got my Robbo in it… I seem to have this idea in my head that he thinks that I’m a female driver and that I’m therefore shit and I sit there and just think about how shit he thinks I am. Which he obviously doesn’t… But it really puts me off because he used to be a “boy racer” and really loves his cars… So all of this is just in my head, but I don’t know how to get it out of my head… Anyone with any ideas?

Things I look forward to when I’ve moved to Devon

At the end of August I’ll be moving down to Devon as you all know. I’m really excited about it as it’ll be such a big change for me and here are the things I m most excited about:

- Becoming a trainee educational psychologist! This is the number one thing I m looking forward to, just learning so much and then becoming a fully qualified educational psychologist. Wow. I still can’t believe it!

- Get some running buddies! I’ve signed up to a ‘park run’ group in the area I’ll be living in. Can’t wait to be motivated to run more.

- Meeting new people! A course with 10 students in each year bodes for some new friendships! Looking forward to this!

- Having my own car! The course requires you to have some mode of transport to take you around to rural schools where my work will be based.

- Not having a whole flat to keep clean and tidy ;) Moving back to university accommodation will mean that I’ll only really have to take care of my bedroom!

- The king size bed in my student room. I’m going to sleep so well.

I just can’t wait to start telling you guys all about my everyday life. I feel so blessed to have this opportunity!

10 day carb detox; the evaluation!

As you saw from this post I went on a detox for 10 days where I did not eat any carbs in order to get me to eat less sugar overall. I also wanted to see what it would do to my health, especially in relation to my diabetes health.

Here were the numbers I had before I went on the detox:

Weight: 72kg

Average 7 day bG (blood glucose): 9.2mmol/L

BMI: 23.2

Percentage bG in target: 64%

Estimated HbA1c: 7.4% or 57.4mmol/mol

And here are the numbers after the detox:

Weight: 70kg

Average 7 day bG (blood glucose): 8.0mmol/L

BMI: 22.5

Percentage bG in target: 75%

Estimated HbA1c: 6.6% or 49.1mmol/mol

So there is quite a difference! I also noticed how much better I felt during the 10 days, I didn’t get bloated or get that slump in the afternoon.. Also as soon as I went back to eating ‘normal’ I felt a big difference in my mood. A couple of the girls in my team at work and I went to see a colleague who has had a baby and she ordered pizza for us, so I thought that I would treat myself and have some, as I’ve done so good during the detox. I regretted it so much afterwards. My tummy was so bloated, my sugars spiked like never before and I felt angry… So, I’m back to eating low(er) carb and I feel good again.

I am not a hard core follower of diets and know I will ‘cheat’ from time to time. I had a little chocolate today after work and I have added fruit and porridge/oatmeal to my diet, and my love for peanut butter toast will see me having it soon again. I am concentrating on eating good, complex carbs when I do have them and enjoy the treats I have from time to time. During my 10 days without any carbs I realised how much I rely on them and how much bread I eat. Don’t get me wrong I like bread and mostly eat wholemeal, seeded bread, but do I really have to have bread almost every day for lunch at work (with my soup or as sandwiches). That can’t be that healthy, surely? Also, the low carb diet made me think outside the box as I did not know what to eat without adding carbs and got bored of the food I ate all the time. Having to think about new things to eat and satisfy my curiosity made me think about how bland and boring my ‘normal’ diet was as well, so looking for inspiration and new, healthy recipes really has sparked a new found interest in food and what to have for lunch at work. I will be posting some yummy recipes soon!

June goals…

Seriously, it is June already?! I feel like I am surprised every month about the progression to a new one. To be honest, most of the time I feel like time is flying by and I don’t have the time to catch up with it. But this time I don’t feel like that at all, this last month has felt like everything has been about right. Things have happened in the pace I’d like it to. Maybe I am so happy with this month because it feels like my life has propelled forwards with things that should have slowly happened over a decade. Maybe that is what life really is like. No slow drip-feed here, it’s either on or off, and when it’s on it all happens in the speed of light and when it’s off it doesn’t happen at all. This brings me to think about May’s goals and how they went;

Goals for May:

  • Keep exercising and chuck in more strength exercises. I’ve been hard at it this month. Running 1-2 days/week (rather than 2 days/month) and have done lots of squats, side-steps, crunches and sit ups.
  • Bake my own bread! Long time since I baked bread, time to take it up again :) I baked some bread and also made almond flour buns! They are low carb, high protein and so yummy!
  • Blog about my exercise more. I don’t think I’ve done particularly well with this and I am finding it hard to think about what to write when it comes to my exercise… Feels like “Hi, I ran xK today and here’s a pic of my route” isn’t quite enough… What do you think?
  • Lose another kg or two :) Yes, the 10 day detox lost me 2kgs :)

In addition to these goals I also managed to finish the trainee scheme at work earlier than I expected (had to finish my portfolio, be observed running a session and give a presentation) and therefore got my pay rise earlier! Another thing I did and a long term goal I achieved was, like you saw in one of my post from earlier, to get that drivers license! What a relief! This year has been so amazing this far; doctorate, pay rise, drivers license… Life really is good at the moment!

Goals for June:

  • Save money! Our up and coming move out of London requires it…
  • Exercise outside and enjoy the weather at the same time!
  • Blog more often and come up with fun and interesting things to write about my exercise. Maybe it will make my own exercise more interesting?
  • Keep my carb intake lower than I have in the past.

Run, run, run.

Went for another run today and for the first time in almost two years I managed to run more than I had to walk. Walked 1.5K and then ran 2K. It felt so good as neighter my operated knee or right shin were painful, my legs were light and continued to take me forward and I felt like I could have ran much further… During runs like these, however, I need to remember to pace myself. My legs need to get used to the motions of running gradually otherwise I’ll be back to square one again with injured legs and shin splints… So, here’s a celebration to me pacing myself :)

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